Just Black And White

11 May 2011

After lesson went to cafe 1 wanted to had lunch there but no seat, so i decided to go home. when walked out of cafe 1, i saw her n she smile back at me.=) i am happy because i miss her, i am sad because she is not mine! but after all i still felt happy that she found her happiness with her bf. i talk box her n we had a few chat, at least now she still will reply me hope this will goes on as friend.

This few days i feel very emo, dont know what happen to me. =( lots of things bothering me, money, love, studies n friends.
bout money, money is always going in n going out fast. just dont like to see my bank account dont have the amount i want inside. >.<

bout love, kind of lonely n wanted to find a gf. but i dont think it's easy to find a gf that know me well accept u. =( i am scare of being lonely at times n i need someone who can care n love me.

bout studies, i never good at studies since primary 1 till now. i envy others that good at studies but why cant i be like them? i am trying my best to bear with it, but how long more can i take?

bout friends, i am sick of having friends that like to lie to me. why cant u all just say out then lying? most that lie to me are girls. i am giving up on girls they are just bitch to me. whenever they are sad, having problem with bf or bored then come text me or asked me out. like i am their toy friends. =(

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