Don't change because of a girl/boy that hurt you, because you might hurt another girl/boy that love you.
writtern at; 8:57 AM;
29 June 2010
Now is time to plan for my 21st party. thinking of where to order my birthday cakes, my buffet, on 6 aug invite relatives or friends? thinking of which day will be better for relatives, cos most of them are working n studying same goes to friends. :(
writtern at; 4:36 PM;
27 June 2010
Yes, yEs, YeS! i just now asked my auntie is the chalet confirm, she said YES is confirmed. woohoo! happy like fuck man. :) but i am scare on that day being drunk by my friends. -_-" now i left 1 month to save money for my buffet n birthday cakes for fri n sat. gosh, i got to suffer now not to spend much on july but is worth to suffer for my 21st.
is that true that the one u love the most, when u see them jealous u feel much more happier? never trust anyone easily, some of them are just putting on their fake mask n smile in front of you and behind you was saying your bad stuff. Was thinking why 2 of my friends bike was disturb by people. 1 of them both seat was stolen, 2T tank was pour with water n super glue? another 1 key ignition was glue with super glue. worst is both ride the same bike as me honda SP. -_-" will i be the next one being disturb? this afternoon when i was on my way to work my right side mirror dropped off fuck! now no mirror on the right is fuck up. without my right side mirror to check blind spot is so f'king dangerous man. :(
writtern at; 11:10 PM;
Been wondering why some couples after broke up, they put all the blame on he/she who said broke up n not blaming on themselves? can't they just think he/she that said broke up must have their own reason behind it? and what's the point of trying to break he/she apart, whereby they have found their happiness? if you were trying to break them apart, they are laughing at u, cos to them u are the LOSER n they're the WINNER. past is already past, just move on n don't look BACKED! sometimes u just got to think back what have u done that's cause he/she to said broke up, and not just by putting all blames on he/she by knowing nothing at all is unfair. most foolish thing is he/she said this or that to you, n you couldn't accept it n you try to change yourself by etc. becoming bad, go drink, go smoke, do silly things is just CHILDISH. so what if u have bought branded stuff, phones, cars, bikes by showing them u are rich n living happily without he/she? and yet wallet is empty? i rather wallet have money n not by having those stuff is better. :) 'Be who you are n not by changing to who u are not suppose to be in' If you really love he/she, let he/she go and look for their happiness, you will feel happier too. ^^ i find this song is quite meaningful ---> 李聖傑-你們要快樂 n 李聖傑 - 癡心絕對 林隆璇&李聖傑-妳那麼愛他
writtern at; 1:14 AM;
25 June 2010
Hey! did anyone notice bottom photos what's wrong with my eyes? i notice is (o.-) am i right?
This week is my 3rd time helping friends. maybe some might think i am too kind or too fool, but just help once to see who are my real friends. :) went to NEVERLAND n it was my 1st time going thai club, pub or disco? after that went to Changi Airport.
o.O oh oh, i just realize that i have deleted so many old photos including my 2007 de birthday cake. sad cant make a photo album for my every year birthday cakes tgt. this year birthday gonna take lots of pictures n make it into a frame n hang it on my wall. :) this morning rain heavily n some part of Singapore flooded again. weather is really getting weird nowadays. :( world is ending soon. haa.
writtern at; 4:12 AM;
24 June 2010
Is the 2nd day i cant sleep well, cos my ear hurts its bleeding. :( maybe dig to hard till bleed? my holiday i am rotting at home is so BORED! bring 1 helmet to barrage , cos xiaom n jingyao one of their helmet was stolen by some f'ker. helmet also want steal WTF!saw jingyao bike is so chio sia. i also want save money go make my bike nice nice le. bike is like my gf now got to make it nice nice. haaa.
writtern at; 4:09 AM;
22 June 2010
You’ll learn to like someone when you find out what makes her laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes her cry.
writtern at; 10:21 PM;
17 June 2010
I'm so excited, can't wait for 6 aug 10. cos i am celebrating my 21st at Pasir Ris Coast sand. my aunt told me chalet has been booked, just need to wait for them to call my aunt for the chalet No. hope will know it asap n pls don't last min tell me NO, i will be f'king pissed. i want a Key shape cake for birthday ^^ 1st time open chalet, 1st time inviting so many people, 1st time celebrating with my family, relatives n friends. ^^ thinking were my 21st be so happening as others? will i receive a big big present? :( really very wish to receive present, cos i didn't receive present from relative n friends before thinking how is the feeling like o.O? what i really want the most on 6 aug is to woo the girl i like, can i? do i stand a chance in her heart? haix.
Since last year till now it's already 9 months, time flies. it took me 9 months to recover from all the hurts n tears, now it's time to gain back my confident n start looking for my dream girl. hee. not going to sit down there doing nothing n wait for my dream girl to come to me, instead i am going to try my best to win her heart n tell my dream girl I LOVE YOU! no guts also must try, try, try n never give up!
Xiao B!N
