Just Black And White

31 December 2009

this morning went to help uncle again. after work went to ah ma house for dinner. after dinner went home.
n i really cannot take it n i say them mum at 1 room, dad at another room both watching the same channel why cant they just on one 1 tv? like that i get shouted for nth CB. trying to help them save money yet get scold NBCB. n dad still have the cheek to say i nv give them money n nv pay a single thing why i kp so much. they also nv pay much LOL. fine being too nice end up this is what i get from them. have they ever think of my feeling? how i feel? what i want? my answer is NEVER. their mind only think of MONEY. they take my brother n sister to compare with me. say my brother get his pay he give them money FUCK YOU! say nice is give la. say not nice is they everyday give my brother pocket money, is there any different from giving money to my parents? even both my ah ma understand that $480 is not enough for me every month. what about my own parents? they know nth about me at all compare to others. $480 i got to pay my Hp bills, internet, petrol for bike, food i left with not much till the next pay day. haix. really feel very sad to have such parents that love MONEY. even mum go take care of ah ma still need my ah ma give my mum money if not she will nv go take care of ah ma. i told my ah ma when my parents gets older i will do this to them n ah ma laughs haa.

I really got lots of things inside my heart want to say out.
but i got nobody that is close n understand me well to say out accept YOU.
when i am sad YOU know what to do to make me happy.
when i am thinking of something YOU know what i want.
YOU made my life like a rainbow, now is just black n white.
now we r not even friends but strangers. :(
all is about YOU.
but this is all past.
i got to move on.
thank YOU for being there when i was upset.
GOOD BYE!

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29 December 2009

Evening meet jeffrey, ken, jia wei, jon, wee tong n adrian at east coast ASTONS for dinner. after dinner went to Century Square to watch SHERLOCK HOLMES. the show was awesome :)
after that home sweet home.

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28 December 2009

this morning for nth i got scolded by dad.. really very sick of this family. went to help uncle work. XioaM called me n say she n jingyao got an accident at ECP. hope XiaoM n jingyao will recover soon. after working i got to rush home n bath cos i am LATEEEE. ken waited at my house downstairs for 10 to 15 mins le :( so meet jeffrey they all at geylang.
ken: asked me can i wait for him for 25 mins.
me: why?
ken: i want go in Fish tank find girls.
me: WTF!! no time for u la.
n his driving skill is totally cmi. speeding n anyhow cut lane like nobody business. i don't want die so early. after that went to don't know where to eat la. n ken order 2 bottles of beer Zzz.

saw a few sunglasses inside ken car so i try n see nice ant haa.

Happy 21th Birthday Jeffrey See. ;)

ken, adrian, jeffrey, me n wee tong.

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27 December 2009

my bike is rotting at car park for days le haa. nv had a chance to ride due to raining weather blabla... nvm take bus is not a bad choice also :) got nth to do at home so i read Minyee blog is like so emo. what to do love is always a risk either happy ending or sad ending.

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26 December 2009

Happy Birthday to Hui Xian. ;)
may all your wishes came true.

went out for dinner with ah ma n uncle that's all for today. i ate finish the whole Durian log cake le wahaha :)

SORRY for the words that i say to u ytd night.
but i really hope u will be my best friend okay :)
maybe the hurt i have in the past make me don't believe ppl easily ba haa.

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25 December 2009

Merry Christmas!!!

This is the 3th year of Christmas eve i am not celebrating.
Christmas day is getting more n more BORED every year.
as Christmas day is nth special to me just a normal day.
my only special day is CNY, my B'day, friend B'day n anniversary.
wanted to go rounding end up i slept till 2am WTF!! seriously no mood at all.

Hope my bike can still hang on for 2 weeks n get the parts change.
hope after changing it will not give me any problem cos i still got lots of things to buy for myself :(
Cant wait for 2010 to come, cos is getting more n more close to my ORD date the mood is coming :)

Thanks for the Durian log cake from Xiao Jiu Jiu. :)

went to relative house for Christmas party. after that went to AMK hub with my cousin n watch alvin and the chipmunks 2. although i nv watch part 1. but is still a nice show to me is funny. worth to watch is NICE!

last thing before i end my post.
Congrats to Pamela n Jeffrey last long :)
is a special day for her haha. WHATEVER!!!

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21 December 2009

aww. Hai Pai Tian Xin eps 8 is out :) cant wait for eps 9 saw the preview is damn sweet lol. cant wait for next monday.
got to spent $ change parts again :( should i sell my bike away?
Jaey ask me wed want go PowerHouse should i go n have fun? then thu rounding wahaha cant wait man. stupid camp i rmb i left 1 day leave now they tell me is 0. wth! scam lol.

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19 December 2009

Was rotting at home the whole day till 10pm tony called n jio me go out. went to Chomp Chomp for supper n waiting for the rest of them. we thou friend bring his wife end up is tony ex gf. i wondering tony with his current gf n go out with ex gf tgt not weird? after that went to bugis meet another friend then go Marina Barrage. slack till 2am plus then all decide to go yishun dam. friend test my bike n say got problem ask me go do servicing :(. at dam slack n suddenly 1 group of ppl not happy with another group n almost got a fight. lol. seriously i want a 2A bike badly the sound n speed is so omg. after that went to jalan kayu to drink n talk cock till 7am Zzz.

I don't need any comment from u on facebook Thank You.
my Bike got problem every month is normal u don't know then jolly well shut up!
u think i won't delete u on facebook, but since u dare me delete u i already done :)
if u want can also delete me in msn n don't read my blog
although i don't Nuffnang to check who is viewing.
i know u got Nuffnang can check who view u but i won't go read ur blog n being busybody. :)

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17 December 2009

we born on same date 6th Aug.
but different year :)

Cherish the person you love,
and never tell lies or attempt to hurt them
because you won't know how
important they are until they are out of your life.

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13 December 2009

Congrats to Lilian & Sebas 3 years 10 months.
keep on going jia you :)
waiting for your Red Card when ah? Haa.

Congrats to Xiaom n jingyao being together.
Wish u 2 last long :) n don't always quarrel haa.

Rotting at home the whole day is so bored.
ren jun has passed his class 2B n he is getting kawa.
tml on leave but i'm not going anywhere else. lol
i want renew my passport n go Malaysia to service my bike.
5 more days in camp n im on leave till end of Dec waha ^^

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12 December 2009

Evening went to ah ma house wait for uncle fetch us go tampines Giant to buy some stuff. ah ma was so angry with maid. cos maid only buy chicken rice for ah ma n maid buy 1 bottle of 7-up for herself as she is on diet Zzz. ah ma keep nagging this maid no use. but seriously this maid don't do much housework but chatting on phone most of the time. Giant is full of people n im so scare that ah ma might get hurt by trolley. so quickly get the stuff that we need n go home.
on our way back to ah ma house uncle told me something about ah gong.
uncle told me that Elias mall wet market ah gong was 1 of the shares holder i was like ???. but the market don't earn money n was sold to sheng siong for half of the price lol. i thou ah gong only a shares holder of a company that sell sand. but there's more for me to find out from uncle haa. i love to listen to story.

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11 December 2009

Finally pay her brother $400. after that left with not much for this month. this month suffer next month enjoy :) at night meet wee tong then head down to "Cavenagh Bridge" located next to Fullerton Hotel to look for Xiaom n her cousin. went to geylang for supper we ate prawn noodle intro by Xiaom. go 1 round to look around then down to Cineleisure n watch Zombieland. is quite funny & lame but overall i rate 3.0 ba. Xiaom suddenly not feeling well so after movie quickly send her home. on our way back to woodlands i was cold without jacket. i lend my jacket to Xiaom cos she is not feeling. hope she is fine. after that Home Sweet Home :)

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07 December 2009

woke up at 11am plus n i was late to attend the praying this morning at ah ma house.
today is ah gong pass away in chinese calendar 1 year i also dont know how they count :( time pass so fast n now already 1 year.
hope ah gong will BLESS ah ma, relatives n my family. today they buy lots of things to pray.
after that went to help out uncle do something.
yes! "Hai Pai Tian Xin" eps 6 is out :) n i watch finish. can't wait for eps 7. i love this show is sad, happy n romantic love story. just added the song "Ai Feng Tou".

We can't gain if we can't let go.
there's no love without tears,
there's no happiness without sacrifice,
and there's no forever without goodbye.

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06 December 2009

Morning went to Kovan Melody.

Cousin block 27. this mercedes No. 2727 :)

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After Kovan melody went to Da Yi house also located at kovan.

yummy yummy!

while waiting till 2pm we order mac for our lunch.

look at the dog "doris" following me cos i got food :)

after our lunch is almost 2pm n we got to go to church.

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princess chevonn.

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04 December 2009

After duty went home. got appointment at (NSC) 1.30pm but it was raining so went back to sleep. woke up at 3.30pm still haven't stop -_-" so no choice took cab to (NSC) waste my money. doctor said my wound is recovering n my skin condition has been control :) went to Amk hub saw a biker jacket at Option is damn nice i'm aiming for it. haa. went to arcade played some games then go home. Omfg next year march all TP test no more poles in the parking lot when doing parking NICE one LOL!. n next TP test is on april i haven't book yet :(

Pissed off someone trying to be funny. if don't want return my stuff just said.
BIG THANK YOU that u return my ear piece.
i want go taiwan :( hopefully can save money n go on march :)

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