Just Black And White

30 November 2009

went to ah ma house for dinner again. then went to hougang point buy dressing for my wound. n transfer $107 to a blogshop owner. after transfer she said nv receive it i o.O maybe ibanking lag? http://e-spree.blogspot.com/ hope this owner is not a scammer. haa.
yes my wound is going to recover soon. but still got blood n the hole is quite deep :( eee. watching "Hai Pai Tian Xin" is so funny n sweet aww. da lang da lang da lang :) how i wish to have such sweet n lovely relation. for now i dont need gf maybe after i ORD :) sian tml duty EMO again :(

If you can't get someone out of your mind, maybe they're meant to be there.

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29 November 2009

went to ah ma house for dinner. my ah ma sister every 2 weeks will come to ah ma house pei her. feel so happy for ah ma to have such a good sister ^^ when relatives reach ah ma house n they asked me got bring gf go big kor kor wedding i said NO GF le :) all say the same words n they r not surprise at all to see we break haa.. not my prob im happy with my life now :) i still havent buy my clothes for the wedding :( after dinner when to meet joanne n her friends go Chong Pang for dinner then went to yishun damp n slack. midnight 2am went out wif esther for supper. went to ate curry rice is damn nice. i ate till half way i saw a cab n is full of Doraemon stuff is like so OMG lol. :) after that went to Mustafa n shop. then went to bishan slack awhile then HOME!

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26 November 2009

This morning was using comp happily n suddenly hang then i shut down n restart. guess what cant even restart so no choice bring down my CPU to shop n do :( n from window Vista change to window Xp. yes finally can see how my wound looks like. is so red but is not pain at all haa. i need to clean my wound in the morning n at night :( 2 days never ride bike feel so weird. been taking bus n train for this 2 days but i find it ok just need to go out early. went to ah ma house for dinner. n seriously i need my ear piece badly no music for 1 hour plus inside bus will go crazy. i love going ah ma for dinner cos is yummy :) but i cant ride go always have to take bus this is what i hate the most :(

After laser it will be like this so RED.

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25 November 2009

This morning report sick n spent $31 for 2 days mc. i wasted $31 for nth. in the afternoon went to skin centre for laser n my specialist help me do n give me 6 days mc WTF! my $31 FLY away... i thought laser was very painful lol. but it was not that pain at all haa. they cover my eyes don't let me see what's going on. less then 5 mins can go le :) after that go home rest. meet XiaomLim at Causeway Point till 11pm plus. she always make me smile :) thanks. Doctor tell me not to walk so much n stay at home rest but i never rest. i want to see the wound how it looks like but tml then can see :(

1 time laser cost $382 very CHEAP!!

After laser.

This is how i shower :(

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24 November 2009

rotting at home the whole day till 9pm then when bugis to collect my shoes. aft that meet sheryl go bedok blk 85 for supper. then send her home. she suddenly cried i was shock n dunno what to do lol -_-"
tml got to go Skin centre. n laser away my left foot corn Fuck up. hear ppl say laser is more pain then putting tattoo lol.

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23 November 2009

woke up early in the morning. n went to fetch sheryl n head down to kovan buy breakfast for ah ma n pray ah gong. saw sebas n lilian carryin a baby so cute haa. wanted to had breakfast wif her before she start work but we got no time. aft that went to CDC for revision till 1pm. at slope i roll backwards n cause 1 Immediate Failures, n 22 Demerit Points. WTF! if nv got that Immediate Failures i still got chance to pass le lol :( nobody will know how i feel when i fail or cant get the things i want. i feel so Emo n sad. aft test went home face wall n emo.

See the word "FAILED" so BIG.

next test i will want to see is "PASSED" :)

in the evening melissa ask me go out. so we went to jurong point. i swear i will nv wanna ride bike go west area is damn far. i keep going round n round wasting my petrol. i saw 2 biker jacket very nice but no $ buy haa. aft that went to yishun play lan but no L4D 2 :( aft playin lan send her home at woodland then Home Sweet Home. thanks melissa for acconpanying. if not i more emo. should i just give up on my class 3? my ans will be a NO, i will nv give up that easily all i can do is keep trying n nv give up.

Labels: EmO n SaD

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22 November 2009

went for driving lesson in the afternoon. aft that went to ah ma house pei ah ma. nv had my dinner at there cos im tired so went home.
then meet jaey wanted go jurong point. but when she is done already 7.30pm lol. she took 2 hrs to prepare :( then bo bian went to town n shop. looking for biker jacket got nice wan that cost $100+ not nice also cost $60+. be girls r much better biker jacket $10 onli wth -_-"
wanted to buy my shoes but dun have my size sian. then went to bugis is already 9pm haa. had a good chat wif jaey abt relationship. we share our story n friends de. she wan intro me gals some more so good haa.

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21 November 2009

work up early for work. uncle came to my house downstairs fetch my bro n i ride bike. meet them at Adam Food Court n had ous breakfast. we ate the most famous nasi lemak there got 2 store is nice. i can say is much nicer then changi village nasi lemak alot. aft that go to work place located at queensway is a old sch. no air-con some more n it cos my skin condition worse. work till 4pm n rush home shower then head down to CDC for driving lesson. aft that went home park my bike n took bus to ah ma house for dinner haa. aft dinner went home. jaey jio me go PowerHouse. i was shock! but i agree to go since i nv go before.

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20 November 2009

Damn sian wif my camp n duty. tue n thu duty emo man. this morning i got to rush to amk park my bike n take train down to novena n walked fast to Skin centre for my appointment. i waited for almost 1 hrs. doctor say my left foot corn is so big n got to laser away n got a deep hole n i cant run or wear shoes. aft seeing doctor went to collect my medicine n took cab to suntec city. i got bike but i still take train, bus or even cab find that a bit stupid n lame. work till 6pm uncle drop me at amk hub there. take my bike n went home shower.

head down to CDC for my driving lesson. this weekend i got driving lesson n monday is my TP test le :) i still havent buy my clothes for dec cousin wedding :( i like this song 'Wedding Dress' is so sweet n sad.

recieve a called from tony. he got accident near his camp there a big tree fell n block the whole road. n he is the only one that injure.
went down to ah heng shop saw tony bike is not that worse. but still need spent money to get it fix back need nearly 1k.

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15 November 2009

went to meet rechel and went to Expo robinson sales to buy my things haa. then waited for tony to come. when he reached expo is going to rain soon Zzz. after that went to bugis wif tony n his girl-friend. on our way to bugis it was raining. and tony bought 1 t-shirt and wear it on the spot. cos our t-shirt already half wet. spent out time at bugis. went to shop and see any nice clothes to buy for cousin wedding. haa. after that went to arcade play my old game Initial D. i spent $8 and played for like 14 rounds haa. after playing send rechel home. 2 year plus nv meet her. and i was shock when she told me that she got a baby 2 mths old. she and her bf agree to have baby and now she regrets. sad for her. :(

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14 November 2009

woke up early n went to work. and work till 5pm is so tired. :( after work went home slack till 10pm. meet helena and went to east coast sea side n slack. we both emo-ing she buy beer n drink i cant cos im riding . spent few hrs at there thinking about something almost cried but nv haa. reached home at 3am.

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13 November 2009

i feel so hurt deeply in my heart. the pain that im having now is what u left behind for me. but i promise myself no matter how sad or hurt it is i will nv drink or even speeding to risk my life. i will treasure my life. 13 is always a bad number for me. i use to love number 13 but now im starting to hate number 13. same thing happen again, last year also sep break n u got stead on nov. this year sep break nov got stead wtf!! money really can change a person mind set. im waiting for Dec cancel 1 of my hp line n change No.

i cant wait another 9 more days for my class 3 TP. i dont have much confident on it :( my licence card with class 2B is not what i want to see. i want is class 2B, class 3, class 2A, class 2, class 4 n last class 5 haa. im aiming for it ^^ 5 more months to ORD. really cant wait till 23 april 10. i want RVF or super 4 for my class 2A. promise for myself RVF or Super 4 for my 21th birthday present. my 21th birthday im all alone. promise that u made for my 21th birthday is empty.

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